I have no god.

This blog was created on 27 June, 2006 at around 1:57pm. Not much happened that day.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

did it

omg it happened. it happened. im broke up with heather. what have i done. its for the best. we had to do this. heather knew it too. i feel so alone now. it hurts. i crunch up my stomach it hurts so bad. i cant breath almost. jesus. god. it hurts. i wonder if she felt the same way. she was more in control than i was. god it hurt. we'll support each other. we'll be good to each other now. omg it will be so different now.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Should have gone to class today

but here i am smoking weed again
god, where's my life gone? grades are the worst omfg. what will i do after college? most likely get a government job or at least try to. omfg i have to get rid of heather. please god help me break it off.

god, but its such a long wait. i just fuckin couldn't do it. for one, i didnt want to go to class, and two i had a headache that might get worse. so here i sit with my pipe and smoking weed. Wasting time. I'm going to bomb both exams tomorrow. god fucking dammit. oh well. I'll be depositing my change in the bank tomorrow.

Now i've started to cough. fucks sake.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Fourth of July

Heather is my curse. God, I wish I could be alone again. How can this shit happen to me. I'm so tired of being around her. God, I wish I had a normal relationship. Christ, then I'd have to go out all the time. Fuck it all. I feel like I'm wasting my life. I guess I am but there's nothing I can do about it. She's like a bag of sticks. Now I know why there's murder in marriage. Some people just don't know when to quit. I'll work on getting with another chick.

I read 'Death of a Salesman' this morning. Kind of reflects my own life. I must have the wrong dreams.

Man, I waste so much time smoking weed. I should be doing my homework but I'm blogging this shit.

Farts are stinking bad. Must have been the hamburger helper.

Monday, July 03, 2006

Another typical day

Went to class, came home, smoked weed, beat off, smoked more weed, ordered a pizza, smoked more weed, blogged.

I should have fucking went to class today. I hope they're having classes tomorrow.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Wasting Away

I kinda knew that I wouldn't get around to studying economics.


I don't do shit all day except smoke weed and sit at my computer. Wasting time is what I'm best at. I got some laundry done and went to krystal for lunch. That was seven dollars. But man, it was good. Too much ice in the coke.


I need to examine my weed usage. Seems like it's all I do now. I get high and sit in front of my computer looking at useless crap over and over.